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Only Sai Baba knew who he really was:
"There was no one else like him.
His value only God knew.
His merit was such that
if the whole world was put on one side
and he on the other, he would be greater!"
It was the year 1890. Outside Nasik, India, a seeker named
Kashinath despaired, and in his sorrow and hopelessness he decided to fast to
death! He bypassed the city and ventured into the jungle, where he came across
a mountain of caves. This was the Bhorgad mountain of precipitous rock in the
middle of the jungle and was an ideal place to await his death, since there
was no one else around and no food or water anywhere nearby.
Kashinath entered a small cave and spent two days and nights
without food, water or sleep, longing for death – challenging it to come. And
if death did not come soon he would throw himself off the precipice. On the
third day, he wondered why he was wasting his life calling for death instead
of thinking of God! He silently began repeating God's name for days. Kashinath
gradually became absorbed in his divine contemplation of God and forgot everything
– his despair, his family, his life in the world. He entered into a deep samadhi
and remained in a state of bliss and enchantment for several months.
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